Pretty moody today, after i fall for her .. guess..i cant wipe her away from my mind. Bothers me days and nites. I really confuse bout my feeling by now.. is it like or admire or crush? I guess i need to noe her more and make sure that she is not a rebound for me.
I guess m actually like a clown.. y say is clown ? I guess i just there to cheer ppl up. I love cheering ppl up. Yet i get moody after that. The more i cheer ppl up, the more i get moody. How if i dun want to cheer ppl up? WilL I actually get moody ? By right is I wont feel moody.. yet the truth is .. i get mooody as well.. What can I do ? Guess i just keep to myself. Cheering ppl up.
Esther told me that she experience dat b4 as well. This is because we share problems... man .. i able to make ppl from sad to laugh their heads off.. but i can actually moody until cant do anything. This is more to extreme. Esp this few days .. my mood is seriously down. Infront of ppl, i do nothing, the smiley me and the keraze me.. but in another way round .. i will be quiet and goes with my thiking and moody again .
Went FGA KL .. join CG .. saw someone .. but never get to talk to her. Pretty bad. I dunno is no chance or coz m moody or shy .. Never figure that out. Went to SS2 and have a some sort of farewell for Josh who goin to NS. Pass him something, prayer and .. huggles .. and .. will be missing him at least 90 days.
Take Good Care dudes .. take good care josh .. God Bless u forever and ever. And God Bless u all who reading this blog as well. Jesus Loves Ya !
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